TROUBLESOME RISING DIGITAL ANTHOLOGY
Carolina
Ariadne Macquarie
What happens to a dream deferred?
-Langston Hughes
Water ain’t nothing more’n water
till it rises. Folks flocked from damn
near everywhere for our waterfalls.
Catawba would swell from time to time,
yes. Maybe once or twice a summer,
& with plenty of warning, or at least
the stern words of a few folks with
the know-how & the weathered joints
& the knack for hunting down the scent
of petrichor. Lord, we know better now.
We move shifty beneath the clouds,
tensed & ever-bristling. We watch
the hillsides, the floodplains, the ravines.
We spook like goats at the death-rattle
of thunder. & now, we clutch our kin
like pearls against the goosebumped skin
of ourselves, eyes raking the gray horizon,
ever-praying:
Lord, what happens to a home destroyed?
Does it cascade down
like a creek choked with mud?
Or overtop the dams–
& then flood?
Does it stink like corpses in the French Broad?
Or whitecap & bloat with debris–
like Chimney Rock did, or Brevard?
Maybe it just drowns like
downtown Spruce Pine.
Or does it survive?
Bee Tree Christian Church, 05 January 2025
Ariadne Macquarie
// & Your church, Lord, stands gutted, knee-deep in grimy silt, Your omen of sky yellowing & feathered behind her. Living Water, greet Your bride & all her ruined splendor. Her front wall’s torn clean off, & her sanctuary-innards gape open, mud-caked & sin-dark. Someone’s placed a light deep in the maw of her, & it flickers in Your growing darkness, a beacon. The Black Mountains tower stalwart & solemn behind Your carrion-bride: her steeple stretches past the framework of that scarred ridgeline, grasping feral for Your Almighty hand, for Your majesty of sky. Spraypaint the shade of police-tape flanks her walls, marking her a total loss. Your bride, Father, will be bulldozed, then– her steeple smashing ever-downward to the flood-walloped ground. How Love, Your Son, hollered broken out, then died. The dogwood He hung limp from till His ruin of a body slumped, abandoned by You, to the waterlogged ground.
How Your sky darkened over Your Creation. How we stilled, alone in our mourning.
Ariadne Alexis Macquarie (she/they), originally from Western North Carolina, is an MFA student at the University of Kentucky. She’s the editor-in-chief of New Limestone Review and On Gaia Literary Magazine, and is a staff reader for Sundress Publications. Her work can be found in Red Branch Review, YNST Magazine, Women of Appalachia, and elsewhere. She is on Instagram @flameazaleas.
Edited by Melissa Helton
Length: 272 pages
Releases: September 2024
